i feel sorry about prostitute in my country

Spending brunch time on sunday in a four stars hotel wasn't bad but i found fact that so many wet prostitute girls around and showing in the restaurant...
they were still with their ugly face, wet hair (maybe they dont know how to use hair dryers) and ugly attire (tight jeans + tanktop from last night)

its really irritating since brunch time was full of young couple with kids and the kids had to see old white westerners being with ugly 'ayam' a.k.a prostitute... they may not asking directly to their parents but they saw something uncommon in their life..

seeing the situation, i felt so bad about my country...

are we going to be like thailand and phillipines which already famous destination for sex (and cheap too..)

i feel sory for those who has to open vagina or open ass to get money

life is about choice.. u want to be a good person or u want to be a bad person in life

blast from the past

sometimes when u have time for yourself, it feels so great..
being a single is not bad but not lonely...
enjoying ME time is needed, have to do sometimes to recharge and re-think..

so now i am trying to relax, listen to my favorite songs from GLEE (best series 2009), open my pinky laptop, connect to internet, and my mind flying away with nice songs and imagination..

so many things across my mind, from my short plan, my long term plan, my life, my chat since last week when i met my ex bf (he still asked me why i let him down by saying No when he proposed to me), and thinking about someone else too, my new one who is with me now and we are ready to take one step by having holiday together

i got reflection, its like blast from the past when my ex bf asked me the same question.. ohh i wish i had a time machine then i would say YES to him... i have answered him honestly and seems like we have to start all over again..

i just cant say no to him this time but i also cant say yes to him cause someone who really care and fall for me is waiting for my answer too..

i know, in some point i have to stop and choose and decide... i know thats....
and as my best friends always said "compromise Tari, u can do 100% u like, just compromise and you will accept him they way he is.."

i will take my decision soon, and hopefully my decision is best for me and him and without hurting someone else...

 

I think I'm in Love

I don't know if it what we called fall in love...  Maybe I'm a pessimistic person and don't believe in love in first sight... for me, there is only in hollywood (and bollywood) movies..
but i believe somewhere there is someone who is your soulmate, and someday the soulmate will come to you..

Feeling great, more smile, more positive thinking but less eating is me when i fall for someone's else... this time i want to walk into very carefully and throw the past to face the future..

Being with him, talking to him, chat with him, seeing him in person is the most wonderful things in my life..

So, welcome dear, i open my heart for you and let's keep love growth between me and you

For you dear, i miss you

I Believe...

life is about choice, life is about to choose which one you gonna be, bad one or good one
but life also about black and white, yin-yang, bad and good, pretty and ugly, etc..
always opposite to each others, but that's make life more colorful

and i believe in diversity, different is not making us apart and i trust unity in diversity...
like i believe Yin Yang in life, even though i'm not chinese but i believe that way, its all about balancing the life...

soooo i believe after all these bad happened in my past, i will face the good thing at least one a good thing in life.. and i believe that so.....
i know so many bad people around here, even i didnt see any good one, but i still believe there is one, at least one good person who want to be my friend..
i don't need many friends, i need only few GOOD friends and that's enough for me...

i want to follow what The Secret tell.. I really want to do and strictly follow it cause i believe that we are a Magnet and we will get what we want and always be positive

help me God for my new step now and tell me if i do something wrong

 

Kenangan Indah masa Muda

September - November 1995 adalah moment tidak terlupakan untukku, bulan bulan dimana aku mengelilingi negara-negara Asia Tenggara bersama teman-teman baikku

Bukan hanya untuk travel tetapi lebih menjadi little Ambassador atau representative dari Indonesia, dimana kami mingle dengan peserta dari berbagai negara.

Satu hal membanggakan adalah bagaimana kami membawa nama baik Indonesia, mempersembahkan tarian atau lagu terbaik Indonesia dan juga banyak hal baru yang bisa kami dapatkan di program ini.

Persahabatan kami tidak berhenti setelah program, after 15 years we still meet each others, like last 3 weeks ago i met some of Singaporean participants and last year met my friend from Philipines..

Its really true friendship and it will never end and even grow more based on our respect and love...

taken in front of Jose Rizal Memorial Park, Manila
can you see me in the left side?

Nippon Maru, wearing other country wardrobe
Me, with India costume

taken in Shangri-la Hotel, Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia
Me, in the left side

trio shoppers (bandung)

(Verly, Tari, Tami)

I found this photo in my laptop, taken few years back (when Tami still single heheheheee...) and it was great moment in Bandung..
We were so excited to explore from one factory outlet to another heheheheheeeee.. and this photo taken just after one factory outlet and can you imagine that we walked along Riau Street which has about more than 15 factory outlets?
well yes.. you can imagine how we ended up with bunch of plastic bags hehehehee


i missed you Ver, Tam.. can we go there again?

triple resort

these pictures taken by my friend Irfan, from the roof top of Marina Barrage


they said it will be triple resort with big casino, will be opened very soon with a nice garden on the roof..


it was cloudy when we were there and Irfan took a very good moment..

amazing photo 

Kampung Glam, Arab Street

one corner i like here and promised to myself to come back here and being lazy having brunch in Kampung Glam Cafe..

really walking tours took us in very different view of travel and met many unique places

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(Arab Street with Lady, Melda and Claudia)

 

Sampoerna House (Surabaya)

I found this photo, taken few years back in Surabaya, with Ninien and Tami
It was long time before Tami get married and I'm still single (Ninien, are u single?)

nice photo taken by our mobile phone hehehehee

not actually red

most of my friends asked me why i named my own blog as red head diary cause they don't see my hair or my head with any red color...

hhmmmm maybe i will change my hair into red, but still look for the right red so it can be suitable for my hair

We are @Universal Studio

Universal Studio as the newest amusement park in Singapore and we visited on Sunday afternoon... 
Located in Sentosa Island and can be reached from Vivo City Mall, paid about $.4 to enter Sentosa Island with 3 station. 
To go to Universal Studio, we stopped at first station and going down to reach USS and its easy to find it cause there was a big Symbol in the Gate.

Little bit expensive to enter USS, for a day pass cost you S$. 66 where you can get it thru website or nearest travel agents in your country

here is our photos

Sunday Morning @Hort Park and Henderson Waves

Sunday morning in Hort Park and Henderson Waves was our last program during WWW..
It was sunny day and i though we had wrong dress code in this park. Many people come to this park for run, for walk but we came here for walk with nice dress while everyone else run with jogging suit hehehehehee...

But as usual, photos more speak than words, you can see here then..

(Claudia as mentor still busy checking our notes)